i'm an average-looking muslim girl born in the us to pakistani and bsngladeshi immigrant parents. every time i see a cute syrian or lebanese muslim man here, he's with a woman who is either arab or a different race. do they have a hatred towards south asian women despite the fact we're of the same fucking religion?

i interacted with this super-cute half-lebanese, half-white muslim chad at work and i was gutted when he introduced to me his black becky caribbean-american christian fiance. a fucking christian over me, a muslim. why did he pick her over me, a muslim girl?

i have a medium complexion, i wear gray contacts and i dyed my hair a light golden brown. i used kojie san on my skin since i was 18.